Star Ocean: The Second Story - The Freakshow Trilogy

Several days later -
For over a week a severely outnumbered and desperate force of soldiers and swordsmen held the Lacour front line against the demons, waiting on Leon and the weapon that would save them all. And it was here, under siege, that was the first time many of them met...

Random profanity and violence. The faintest, faintest hint of a same-sex crush. The beginning of something much, much larger.

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Day 2:
     "Hey! Freakshow!" The yell from around the corner was followed by a burst of unfriendly laughter and several more yells of "Hey!" "Freakshow!" "Hey!". The sound echoed off the mountains, as if a hundred soldiers were yelling instead of just five or six.
     Think they can hear you in Lacour? They can sure hear you all over the front line. Face expressionless, Dias listened to the distant yells and jibes for a moment longer before giving in to his curiosity and strolling over closer. As he turned the corner, he spotted the source of the noise: one of Rena's strange friends, the brown-haired kid with the dragons on his back -- whatever his name was -- was surrounded by a clot of jeering soldiers. They weren't shoving him around yet, but they were getting close to it.
     The kid's back was to Dias, but his voice carried clearly through the ruckus, slightly higher in pitch and just barely controlled. "Please, don't. This isn't helping anything. Please, leave me alone, I don't..." The two dragons on his back -- how they got there Dias would love to know -- were whipping their heads around, fangs bared, trying to keep an eye on all the soldiers at once.
     The guy in front reached out and jabbed the kid's chest with one outstretched finger. The kid's hands looped up protectively, hovering uselessly in front of his chest. "Shut up, freakshow. Where'd you pick up your little buddies anyway, the circus?" Another burst of laughter from the soldiers, who pressed in closer even as the kid's voice spiraled just a little higher and he wailed, again, "Please, don't! They need us all here... leave me alone! Please don't make me..." His hands reluctantly dropped away from his chest, to the hilts of his swords, jutting from the small of his back.
     With an inaudible sigh, Dias strolled over to join the little crowd. None of the soldiers noticed him coming, focused on the kid as they were; without stopping, Dias dropped his hand on the shoulder of the nearest one, spun him around, and laid him out flat with a fist to the jaw.
     He fell unconscious at the others' feet, and the jeers cut off with a sudden finality. Eyes wide, the soldiers backed off, even as the kid spun around to face his savior; Dias, one soldier murmured to another. Stories ran wild around the front line about the things that Dias had done to soldiers that had crossed him. Mostly they were just that, stories, but Dias had never been one to deny a false rumor that served to protect his privacy.
     "Back the fuck off," Dias said, calmly, almost offhandedly.
     The ringleader, with one last gasp of bravado, said, "This-this isn't any of your business!"
     Dias eyed him silently until he subsided, face going paper-white. "It's my business now." Dias paused, his face completely expressionless, waiting for the import of that statement to sink in. "Go away. Don't bother the kid again."
     For just a moment, no one moved. Then with the faintest sigh Dias let his hand fall to the hilt of his sword, and the stalemate was broken; a couple of the other soldiers grabbed the unconscious one by the arms and they fled in a pack, dragging their friend behind them.
     The kid mumbled out something that was half apology and half thanks, pushing one hand through his hair. Dias immediately rounded on him. "Don't thank me. I'm not going to save your ass again." The kid -- no, not a kid, Dias silently corrected himself, he's older than I thought -- flushed bright red at the casual profanity (or perhaps it was the rebuke), and Dias just crossed his arms and gave him a medium-stern glare and waited for him to fold. And for a moment or two, it certainly looked like he would, unable to look anywhere near Dias, face brilliant red. Finally, relenting just a little, Dias added, "... what's your name again?"
     "I... I, um... Ashton..."
     "Right. Ashton. You are too fucking nice for your own good. Don't let them start shit like that."
     Ashton swallowed, staring approximately at the toes of Dias' boots. "I... I... I tried to make them stop! I, I gave them every chance I could to... to stop... we're so short of soldiers already, I didn't want to hurt them..."
     "Next time, just hit one of them. You're not their goddamn freakshow."
     And here Dias paused, waiting to see what Ashton had to say for himself. Ashton opened and closed his mouth several times, searching for words; finally, with a sigh and a little humorless laugh, he said, "...but I, I am."
     Dias, who had been expecting either 'I will' or 'I can't', paused, momentarily at a loss. His face remained expressionless with an effort, an effort that he had to redouble just a moment later: very seriously, eyes earnest on Dias' as if imploring him to believe the insult, Ashton spread his arms wide and let blood-red Crests explode into existence just under his skin, wrapping around his bare forearms and throat. Crests burning on his skin, dragons arching up from his shoulders, face and voice suddenly almost inhumanly calm and remote, Ashton repeated, "I am a freakshow. I know it. They know it. You know it. I hate it, but it's true."
     Don't say shit like that, Dias thought but didn't say, just barely managing to restrain himself from staring at the Crests that crawled just under Ashton's skin. Still so calm, Ashton let his arms drop, the Crests beginning to fade again. "I promise I'll defend myself if they try again. But I don't think they will. So thank you. Thank you for your help." 
     Finally, the last of the Crests vanished, and so did that unnerving calm, ebbing out of his eyes like water. Ashton's eyes immediately dropped to the toes of Dias' boots again. He flushed pink, stammering, "Please, um, please excuse me, I need to be on, on watch... um... thank you again..." And with a vague half-wave in Dias' direction he clattered off as fast as he could, one of the dragons -- the red one -- craning around to watch Dias distrustfully until Ashton rounded the corner and vanished.
     What the fuck? thought Dias.

Day 4:
     The clang and crash of fighting echoed all along the winding wall. Behind them, Lacour; before them, a line of monstrosities three deep. Dias' sword bit deep into the side of a winged monstrosity, which shrieked and fell, its claws raking along the blade of Dias' sword in a song of sparks and screeches. And suddenly, that was all; the line of demons was retreating once more into the distance, only a few wounded stragglers remaining behind.
     Shaking his bangs irritably out of his eyes, Dias swiped the sweat from his forehead and sheathed his sword. All around him those other soldiers who were still standing were doing the same. Only a few pockets of fighting still swirled here and there: a gang of soldiers surrounded a screaming clawing demoness with a broken wing, another pack was busy throwing dead and dying demons over the wall to crash into the forest below... and thirty feet away a wiry brown shape like a bundle of poorly-tied sticks was swinging desperately at a slender black-clad shape surrounded by a blur of silver: Ashton.
     There was a cry of "Ashton!" and swift familiar footsteps scuffed lightly up behind Dias, heading towards Ashton and the demon: Rena. Dias reached out one arm, effectively blocking her path. "Don't bother. He's got it," Dias said, eyes locked on the battle.
     "But he's alone..." Rena's voice trailed off. It was obvious that Dias wasn't listening to her any more.
     Thirty feet away Ashton pressed home his attack with a speed that was almost inhuman, swords sweeping forward in precise deadly arcs, even as the dragons snarled and snapped and spat gobbets of fire and ice at the demon's face. The stick-demon reeled backwards, long slashes of blackish ichor weeping from his chest and arms, burns and bruises blooming on its brownish skin. Faced with so many attacks at once, it could not possibly protect itself against them all. 
     One clawlike arm looped out in a last, desperate attack; a pair of crossed swords met the claw and threw it back, and the demon stumbled, arms flung wide, defenses penetrated. Without pausing or even slowing, Ashton threw himself upward, effortlessly airborne, almost seeming to fly as his swords slashed forward one last time. The demon clutched at its neatly slashed throat and stumbled backwards, gargling out some sentence in its native tongue. And then, it fell. 
     Landing lightly, Ashton leaped upright and his swords instantly snapped out to true for just a moment before Ashton finally lowered his guard, dropping momentarily into an oddly jaunty victory pose before relaxing. His swords danced practiced circles in his fingers as he cleaned blood and ichor off the blades with a swift snap and flick of his wrists; Dias made some sort of noncommittal noise in the back of his throat and turned away, scanning the horizon.
     And then it was truly over, and soldiers and medics alike turned to the business of caring for the wounded and mourning for the dead. A familiar uncomfortable tingling sensation in his arm caught Dias' attention; Rena had his arm in both glowing hands, healing a slash that he barely remembered getting. "Rena..."
     Rena looked up, eyes wide and hopeful. "Yes?"
     There are other soldiers who need your help a hell of a lot more than I do, Dias thought, but he bit the thought back before it could escape. Instead he studied Rena's face, his own face expressionless save for the faintest thoughtful look in his eyes. "Where did you pick him up, anyway?"
     "Ashton?"
     "Yeah. What's his story?"

Day 7:
     Ashton sprawled back against the wall, his head falling forward against his chest and his eyes closing almost against his will. His elbows rested on his upraised knees, fingers still loosely closed about the grips of his swords; he was just too damn tired to put them away. Lank greasy locks of brown hair fell about his face, reeking of sweat and blood. They all stank; no one had time to bathe any more. Or to eat, really, or catch more than a couple of hours of sleep. Above him, the dragons nosed quietly at each other, grumbling over each other's wounds and making little reassuring noises, and Ashton was too tired to do much else besides listen and breathe for several minutes. Finally, shifting irritably, Ashton sheathed his swords and settled back against the wall, hoping to get a few minutes of sleep before they attacked again.
     It was, apparently, not to be. The toe of a boot nudged Ashton's foot. "Hey."
     After a moment, Ashton roused himself enough to look up, shoving one hand through his hair. Dias stood in front of him, his own filthy blue hair shoved back behind his ears; as Ashton looked up, Dias hunkered down in front of him, resting his crossed arms on his knees. "You shouldn't sleep out here. You'll get stepped on."
     "Where else am I supposed to sleep?" The irritable outburst wasn't quite a wail. "The barracks are filled with the wounded, they need beds more than I do..."
     "... yeah. I guess so." Dias paused, studying the exhausted Ashton. After a moment, he added, "... you hungry?"
     "What?" Ashton blinked at Dias, his brain completely failing to comprehend the non sequitur for a few moments. "... yeah, I, I am... but the kitchen ran out of everything but rice and, and water yesterday, and I'm not that desperate..."
     Dias glanced back over his shoulder at the wall, then shrugged and turned his attention back to Ashton. "Think we've got an hour or two before they attack again." And with that, Dias sat down next to Ashton, leaning back against the wall and shoving his hair back out of his face again. One hand slid into his beltpouch, eventually coming out with a small paper-wrapped bundle that proved to contain a generous handful of jerked meat. Scooping off about half the meat, Dias handed the rest of the bundle to Ashton. "Here."
     "... thank you!" Ashton's hands closed convulsively on the windfall for a moment before he tore into it, feeding several smallish hunks to the dragons before ripping off a mouthful for himself. The meat had a strange, gamey, unfamiliar taste under the spices; Ashton was convinced that it was the most wonderful thing he'd ever tasted. "This is really good... what, um, what kind of meat is it? It's not beef..."
     "... squirrel." Dias plowed through his meal rapidly, hunks of meat vanishing at an astonishing rate. Popping the last piece of meat into his mouth, Dias cleaned his fingers on his pants, then settled back against the wall next to Ashton, making a pretense of closing his eyes. "They're easy to trap. Not much meat on 'em, but it dries fast."
     "It, it's really good... did, um, did you make this yourself?" Ashton fed the dragons and himself, unaware that Dias was watching him out of the corner of his eyes. One largish piece for the red one, one equally large piece for the blue one, one smaller piece for Ashton; he treats his pets better than he treats himself, Dias mused, watching the dragons delicately nip morsels from Ashton's fingers. And then the red one touched its forehead briefly to Ashton's, and Ashton smiled, and Dias corrected himself: not pets. Friends.
     Finally, shaking his head slightly, Dias said, "Yeah."
     "Wow... that's... really neat... I, I can cook pretty well, but I don't really know the first thing about... trapping..." Ashton flushed slightly and stopped babbling, crumpling the empty paper in his gloved hands. "...thank you again..."
     "Sure." A long dirty lock of Dias' hair slipped out from behind his ear and he shoved it back, growling faintly under his breath. As his hand dropped back to his side he noticed that Ashton was watching him, and he silently steeled himself for the usual idiotic why don't you cut it? Isn't long hair a bad idea for a warrior? that he'd heard so many times before.
     But what Ashton actually said, so very casually, was, "Um... if, if you want I can braid your hair back for you... it won't, um, won't keep your bangs out of your eyes but it'll keep the longer pieces under control..." Casual tone or not, there was an odd sense of desperation sparking in his eyes; what the fuck? Dias thought, not for the first time.
     Dias eyed Ashton in silence for so long that Ashton dropped his eyes and started to stammer an apology. Dias cut him off. Quit apologizing to me. "... I don't have anything to tie it with."
     "Oh, I, I can..." Ashton stopped babbling and grabbed for his own beltpouch, coming up with a length of ribbon; black ribbon, of course. "I, I have extra... please, it's no trouble, it's the least I can do, I... I..." Once again Ashton babbled himself into tongue-tied silence and turned red, the length of black ribbon wound loosely around his fingers.
     Eventually, shrugging a little, Dias said, "... why not." He turned around, putting his back to Ashton -- ignoring the voice in the back of his head which shrilled not safe! Not safe! He has a blade! -- and shoved his hair back over his shoulders. He could hear Ashton shifting behind him, and the faintest slither of leather as Ashton tugged off his gloves... then gentle hands closed gingerly on his hair, and Dias automatically tensed, fighting down the reflex only with an effort. He isn't going to attack me, goddammit.
     Behind him, oblivious, Ashton raked his fingers through the long blue strands over and over as if hypnotized, working out a few tangles as gently as he could. Eventually, Dias' hair lay down his back like a smooth spill of water, straight and smooth. Ashton's hands were shaking, just a little, as he divided it into three parts, gingerly weaving Dias' hair into a loose neat braid; Dias sat ramrod-straight in front of him, fingers knotted tightly in the fabric of his pants where Ashton couldn't see them, nerves tingling with adrenalin. See? He isn't attacking. He isn't hurting me at all. Dammit, relax.
     All too soon -- not soon enough -- Ashton reached the end of the braid. One hand wrapped around it, holding it fastened, and the other hand groped for the ribbon, knotting it tightly about the end of the braid. The heavy braid thumped gently against Dias' spine, complete... then Ashton gingerly patted Dias on the shoulder. The touch was casual and meant to be inoffensive, but Dias drew away from it -- not quite a flinch, it was too controlled for that -- as if it had been a blow. Ashton immediately yanked his hand away, biting back an apology, and mumbled, "... there, that, um, that ought to hold it..."
     With an almost inaudible sigh Dias relaxed -- slightly -- putting his back against the wall once more and feeling much safer once he'd done so. "... thanks." He glanced at Ashton out of the corner of his eyes again: Ashton was tugging his gloves back on, his face bright pink, carefully not looking anywhere near Dias. Absently Dias reached behind him, tugging his braid forward over his shoulder and catching one end of the ribbon idly between two fingers. "... I'll get this back to you later."
     "N-no, um, that's okay, you can, um, you can keep it... I, um, please excuse me, I have to, to go..." Ashton more or less leaped to his feet, clattering away down the hallway before Dias could stand up, or say goodbye, or anything. Both dragons watched Dias until Ashton rounded the corner, reptilian eyes inscrutable in scaled faces.
     Not for the last time, Dias thought, what the fuck?
 

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COMMENTS:
And the moral of the story is: there is more than one way to be a freak. And Ashton is, unfortunately, living proof of that.

Yes, that's where they met for the first time, in the game. The Lacour Front Line, under siege. Aren't they cute?
Hm. I think the first scene is probably the best. The hair-brushing scene just wouldn't quite pull together, although I'm reasonably pleased with it now. And we all know I have problems writing action scenes. Blah. Oh well. Randomly adorable and all that.